First of all I know sorry won't cut out as an excuse from my very long time absence and less participation for activities as a member of DA. On my official return... I maybe welcome with open arms but I get this feeling that it's most likely sulking, silent treatment, probably erase me from existence. Judgement is within the tip of your fingers whether I like it or not. I don't blame others but myself. I was in a " me and my own world " mode... a really selfish side of me as a mere mortal. Moving on, deviation updates and feedbacks is still on a slow progress due to my absence. Pls. bear with me and remind you in advance with the uber late hit or miss flooding feedbacks or + fav that may surprise your deviant homepage. As for my random status report for the past months... My outpatient days are finally over from taking daily medications and regular check ups but it was a beginning for me to take care of my health seriously because money doesn't grow on trees and paying hospital bills wasn't an easy task. On the bright side... I'm glad that I'm fully recovered and try to get back on track to sort tasks that need to be done. Two months ago I helped a friend of my parents move stuffs from their apartment to a town house. Unfortunately I'm not allowed to carry heavy things due to my surgery that might open my wound so I think I did a little help by carrying light things instead. On the following month before the last day of my outpatient. I went on a long trip with my family to Orlando Florida staying there for five days at an aquaintance house near Disneyland and go shoppping to an outlet mall and flea market. I enjoyed the days spent there and it wasn't a waste at all. The rides and live shows in Disneyland was fun and had some reminiscence of my childhood past for areas that seem familiar. It really helped me clear my mind and be inspired to revive my artist spirit. To make the story short... I just wanted to get my emotions out of my chest rather than remain things unsaid forever. Well... that's my story so far. Long and random. Believe in it or not it's your choice. Take care everyone and good day. Fingers crossed for the tasks at hand for the uber late feedbacks and deviations. Belated thank you for the 5,000 + pageviews but obviously don't deserve it this time